Friday, May 11, 2007

sigh.

It's another week. Time flies. Been able to update only after the week is ending. Had been too busy with my sch work. ICAs & proj coming up. Tutorials not yet done. Lecture notes not yet revised. Oh god. But i'm still craving for pool. =(

Sunday busied buying office suits. Monday did my speech. It's a failure la. sigh. din manage to hold it back. anyway, i'm fine.(: thnks for all the concerns, guys. After sch, stayed back to do research on Internet Tech proj. Damn thing! Tue, watched Spiderman 3 with dear & his friends. Enjoyed the night with dear. (((: Felt loved and cared. Thanks so much, dear! Wed, i ruin it all. sigh. i'm really sorry. I dunno what to say. :( Thur, skipped sch. Some personal struggles inside me. Need some peace. Leave me alone.

Today, presentation for Internet Tech. it's all crap man! totally shit. got it through anyway. *claps* haha. and do i look so pale? Clement said i looked as if i've smoked & drugged. -.- I DUN SMOKE! I HATE SMOKERS! but why am i so pale? i wonder. Anyway, ate my so called "lunch". no. it's not lunch. i din have my breakfast. so it's "brunch". at 4pm. LOL. ice-cream at Gelare! damn exp la. and super sweet. After brunch, walked home quickly to bathe & doll up myself to attend my dear's award ceremony. (: I'm so proud of him! CONGRATS, MY DEAR! He's so suave in formal wear. *falls for him* =P


Altho' this is not what i wanted,
but i'll learn to be satisfied with what i have now.(:
Great desire for your love.